Meditative practices
Bring intuition, peace,
Connection and presence.
Thus slowly, I was becoming
An ideal woman – wise and peaceful.
Meditative practices
Bring consciousness
But equally revive anger and rage.
Anger and rage – in an ideal woman?
An ideal woman should be a real woman.
But to be a real woman,
She must bring:
Empathy
Sexuality
Light and joy
Femininity
Creativity
Sensuality
Patience
Beauty.
No space for anger
Ma’am, not here.
Woman in a connection with herself
Creating in a world driven by masculine forces
Feels her anger being silenced.
But, to create means to destroy!
And how a woman should destroy
If not with rage and anger?
This she feels, so perfectly muffled up,
Invisible to a man’s glare.
She awaits a moment to be heard
So she could say
“I am love, patience and creativity
And you are that also.
But I am anger, rage and destruction
And you are that also.”